Sunday, November 29, 2009

Thanksgiving statements

I know this is a little late but hey better late than never right. Well I got home from work on Thanksgiving day and came home to a wonderful dinner prepared by my wife. Which I was THANKFUL for. And we all sat down around the table and before I let the kids really start eating I asked everyone at the table what they were THANKFUL for, well the kids gave standard answers parents, food, outdoors, etc. I then asked Paula what she was thankful for and she took me off with her answer. She said she was THANKFUL for life. I guess even in the crap we have dealt with I have still taken her life for granted. But I am definitely THANKFUL for her life and the fact I have been given the chance to be with her. I do sit here and think about what would have happened if we lived in a different era when we didn't have the technology we have today what would I do, how would I deal with it. I am THANKFUL for my wife and the technology that has saved her life, I am THANKFUL for my kids who have been generally good during this and when there is a real issue of how good they really are. I am THANKFUL for my family and the things they do that make life good.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Follow up's

Well not a lot has happened or been happening lately, we are adjusting to normal life without the constant appointments. But with this normal life thing the anxiety of the appointments starts to act up again. We are getting ready to start the whole follow-up process. Paula has an appt on Tuesday not sure which one this but none the less she has to go up. I guess it is one step at a time jsut like before, hopefully with time the appt anxiety will slowly disappear.